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"She wonders of with bliss... a pair of wings taking her to flight ... neither stopping not even to hide.... from the world of mangled fury uncovering her eyes..that piercing sight... abominal monstrosity's devouring plight taken away from the creature's eyes... the innocence from a hundred myths... ye gods behold....... ....... the bruisefairy"
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:: Thursday, October 28, 2004 ::

heading for home

...great...finally heading for home after many months of exhaustion and stress...not to mention fun fun and lots of it!!!great..really...nothing beats the ultimate feeling of anticipation and excitement. I am in awe of the overwhelming flow of longing and belonging. The Phillies may sound abit "abstruse" but hell yeah...I miss it...more than I'll miss any other thing in any other place I guess. I suppose this is what years of staying away too long would make of me. A being summed up to a big energetic ball of desire and hope for the only place that I could still call my one and only home sweet home.
:: bruisefairy 10:17 AM [+] ::
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:: Wednesday, September 08, 2004 ::
MASTERBLEND SERIES
*MASTERBLEND VS SOJU*
be it soju or masterblend...
which is better my trusted friend?...
ol' green bottle of me soju
or rusty feisty masterblend...
both from littlest glasses they come
can make you sing an' can make you hum...
hohumhohum!... tiddledum!... oh! tiddledum!
beat 'em gin and beat 'em rum!...
make me sick ye little bastards
turn me head and knock them drunkards...
no fun without 'em buddies
reminds me of home made chock'lit fuddgies...
pop 'em littlest glasses in yer mouth
all those from the north and them too from the south...
no who's nor what's...
neither dogs nor mangy cats...
oh masterblend and soju me dearest...
them ugliest ladies in my eyes thou become fairest!




:: bruisefairy 3:48 AM [+] ::
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:: Monday, September 06, 2004 ::
Relaxation after a two-month flesh reaping contract is heaven. We've had two auditions during the past two weeks and none really came up clear. Well it's not like we're losing the touch and all. It's just that things are getting sticky nowadays. Too many demands...too many useless blahblahblah's...visa's not even extended yet...get a load of thatI... I think it's shiat!...that's why we couldn't start workin and all. Bosh! It's not easy workin abroad when all you do is work yer ass off...people thinkin really big when ye come home from wherever that is you came from. Plus..workin with these korean guys...well...just bloody...all gushy and stuff. Now I know why the word "hard time" plays a vicious part in our daily lives. They break their promises, delay your month's time salary *or not pay you at all*, go crazy and wild when they're all drunk, lookin down on us with their noses, pushing us around like shiatz and all, ....too much for these slit-eyed beings. tsk...napunnom chincha!...If we're still here in a month's time slackin our time off then we're outta here!! No regrets...just get on the plane and leave all sordid... unrelishable thoughts behind an' get on with a little something called "tomorrow"...and I'll be happy...you bet I'll be happy...coz there's nothin like a fresh new start when everything else turns bad and hopeless...and chirstmas...what a wonderful thing to spend christmas at home where one's heart trully is.

:: bruisefairy 6:37 AM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, August 12, 2004 ::
"YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW"

Smite another...
...and be smitten a hundred fold back
Judge the others...
...and be judged with wrath
Hurt neither sister or brother...
...no more brethrens no more fathers...
Tear their hearts and bleed thier minds
...seek and destroy whatever your mouth and hand finds...
What you do goes back to you...
...what you say leads you astray...
Yet you reap what ever you sow...
...now I "said" get ready for the final blow...

:: bruisefairy 10:35 AM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, August 07, 2004 ::
"I feel weak I feel dry
I feel like a woman about to cry...
When all this is done
And the rest to me is shun...
What more than to weep
And relieve the woes of yon life?"

:: bruisefairy 12:02 PM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, February 26, 2004 ::
The journey...
One year & still here.....gosh was it that long? well it is & it jez gets to me sometimes.. it makes me think more of the truth called life. Live it or lose it. And the rest is up to me. I've much in mind & I'll be ringing my ears for all they care...and all the things around me seem sick. But then who ever said I can't live with the monstrosities around me...around you...around them...they'll have they're share of it... sooner than they ever expected...hehehe.
:: bruisefairy 4:18 AM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, December 11, 2003 ::
easy come easy go...blah blah blah..blah blah blah..ooohhhhh... shhhh..wakangmaingay...nyenyenyenyenye....
:: bruisefairy 11:24 PM [+] ::
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